I am actually welcome back, to me, to the world of blogging.
I miss blogging a lots. Since I get into my facebook, I usually share my feeling, emotion, opinions, ideas and etc over there. But, it wasn't as good fun as when I used with my blogging world.
I start my own blog possibly around 6 years back when I first started to homeschool my own kids. The blog initially start to share my daily routine with kids school work, which at the end turn up to be me sharing my own daily story, opinion, ideas, my past and experience I have been through. It has been a good old time, when the first time I feel release to have my own tiny place and compartment to be able to pour my thought without much interference.
I was pretty much introvert, although I learn along the way to confront with my own feeling, put my feet on my own opinion and prove with my stubbornness that I was right all the way long. I learn to admit my mistake, my bad attitude in order to improve my self, my family and my life generally.
For people who has been follow my blog before, which is now been made private, might probably enjoy my deep sharing thought and emotion while others might feel intimidate by my harsh words and uneasy feeling towards some. But, that is real world, to me at least!
I have than decided to turn it into private which I did several time before, because I do not want to feel too upset with some stranger or even someone who close to you try to be anonymous and can only confront in the comment section without revealing themselves. Mostly people like to guess rather than getting through to deeper root cause into what they hear. I am trying to distance my self since than in real world with some people with the attitude which I think giving me negative feeling which I do not enjoy and would not like to interrupt my own daily life.
I love and miss my old blog. I have share sometimes a little too much of my experience and emotion which sometimes might become miscommunication. You know when others want you to be like them, think like them and when you not, that mean you upset them...I believe we all shall agree to disagree at some point and I am very stubborn and fussy but I do learn a long the way to get on with. We cannot get people do agree nor disagree, but at some point I know that I was different, and like someone said, only because we don't follow the flow. Of course we don't, because only dead fish follow the flow!
I made several attempt to start a new blog, but my life was soooooo busy that I haven't got time to. Although I do share my feeling and experience and daily routine in my private facebook, still I miss blogging. Sharing the experience, I guess was always something I love although some might feel intimidate, do not want to listen and etc. I will not for one reason sharing something I am not going through yet , or stand still on my opinion that I haven't experience yet, especially about kids and education unlike some others who think they the best in bringing up kids, sharing what they do with kids, although it was still a very long way to go for them. Therefore there always a clash in between opinion to me. Nevertheless, I am now decided that time has come for me to back on blogging world, as we are now on the way of launching our project, travelling a quarter way around the world! I thought, I should not miss these experience and I shall need to get my blog up and running....
Therefore..here I am....Welcome back ME, to the world of blogging!
